Catz Tay

Food - Pavlova

2011-05-21T07:14:00.000-07:00

Recipe got from the website of MC Australia:

150 ml egg whites (approximately 4 eggs)
1 cup / 220g caster (superfine) sugar
2 table spoons corn flour (corn starch) sifted
2 teaspoons white vinegar

for toppings, choose any fruit of your choice but i'd recommend you to choose something sourly as the Pavlova itself is very sweet.
my first try following the recipe 100% didnt go too well, lesson learn:
1. dont use 1 cup of caster sugar, maybe 1/2 will do. it came out extremely sweet.
2. instruction says to sit in oven 1hr 20 mins.. dont sit too long, maybe 1hr would be just nice. following 1-20mins, the crust was bit too over burnt.

I dont think i'll be making this one again anyway.. just for try of it, it was fun trying this as it was almost like making marshmallows.

Food - Coffee Kisses

2011-05-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

250g butter, softened
100g icing sugar, sifted
2 teaspoons instant coffee power dissolved in 1 tablespoon hot water, cooled
250g flour, sifted
45g dark chocolate, melted
icing sugar
1. place butter and icing sugar in bowl and beat until light and fluffy. stir in coffee mixture and flour.
2. spoon mixture into piping bag fitted with medium star nozzle and pipe 2cm in rounds of mixture 2cm in apart on greased baking tray.
3. bake for 10-12 minutes or until lightly browned. stand on tray for 5 mins before removing to wire rack to cool completely.
4. join biscuits with a little melted chocolate, then dust with icing sugar.

I have always wanted to try this, but lesson learn:
- coffee taste was very mild, next batch will try with 3 teaspoons.
- MUST keep an eye on the oven, it gets burnt easily.
i will definitely keep on doing this when i feel like it :)

2008-05-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

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Happy New yEar 2008

2008-01-11T20:17:00.000-08:00

well so fast 1 year in KL, so different from being in Penang... another new year, new beginning...
Nothing new happened.. life is fast in KL one day past and then u kno it ade one week, a few blinks one moth ade!
In penang is counting dayssssssssss when oni ifriday worrrr

Whats new year resolution?
i've got af ew.. most important is loooooossseee weight first! hahahhahahaa
What is yours?

I'm now a permanent in company but yet we going to 'mai chu chai' to SDE company, I'm fine with it as during penang years, i was in LetnI which was oso outsourced, but the people there treats the contactors worst than bangala.... lolz.. my best fren working there always call himself bangala.. which is so true. the double standard there is so bad! common' whether permanent / contractor.. we get gaji oni wert! :P

but here is diff, no matter wat, everyone got same status and respect and work together very well.. but now most people are very worried bout outsourced....
what is the worries?
i wonder.. as i have not worried about it... but i guess the atmosphere in office now is different as ppl are worried.. sort of effected me abit...
why? .... please help me to understand it.. (wicked wink ... hahahahaaha)

Goodbye my Fren Su Pei

2007-05-04T01:50:00.000-07:00

it's heart breaking and worst is that all those heart breaking memories just continously flips in my mind again and again and again.. reminded me of grandma. daddy.. . Jenny's dad.. HY's dad and now my good fren.. who has suffered from brain cancer for almost 2 years.. She left us today 4th May 2007 being just only 27 years old.
Got a sms from JC at 7++am.. my heart pounding when i read the sms.. to think.. i may hav to go thru several days of this.. everytime my sms comes in.. shud i read? would it say .. we lost her.. i'v been receiving sms the whole morning.. until about 3pm.. it came.. and i just burst out crying.. i'v lost loved ones.. but never a good fren.. it hurts the same.

Su Pei.. may u rest in peace.. lov u forever.. at least i know you are not suffering and in pain anymore.

Dead man's Curve

2007-04-06T07:32:00.000-07:00

ya ya.. like "me" said.... u were thinking wat 360 spin??

well.. about 3 weeks ago.. i woke up late and was kinda rushing to work.. since it was such a good nite's sleep.. was raining from midnite.. till morning.

so.. reached CyberJ and took the corner and suddenly out of no where.. my car spinned! i was drifting and screaming and... shocked! pale lor.. face green green laa.. i managed to stopped peacefully...

i noticed there is a Kia opposite the road with 2 policemen..and both policemen couldn't be bothered to come over and asked if i'm ok.. then.. a motorbike skidded and fell.. most of the cars behind managed to clear off and the guy is safe.. yet.. the policemen didnt bothered.

Well.. i calmed myself and went to office.. obviously late lahhh duuhhh..

so i told them.. and kena marah like mad.. went back home and told them.. kena marah lagi..

At work.. i heard the Kia skidded.. hit the lamp post and went opposite road. the bumper of the Kia came into pieces on our side.. my colleague who works at 7am.. it was very dark oso.. drive thru the bumpers.. and another fella saw alot of things on the road and tried to miss it.. and skidded hit the pavements.. then later around 8am.. i spinned...

We then heard some stuffs about that place.. and i managed to find it in wikimapia.. known as some Corner something.. but ppl at my workplace call it Dead Man's Curve as many ppl had died there. 5 students in a car crash and 1 working fella..

so.. pls becareful when coming thru this curve ya..

if u come towards CyberJ.. it's the curvey corner before Lim Kok Wing

we eat to live, live to eat, work to live, live to??

2007-02-09T07:51:00.000-08:00

Sorry haven't been bloggin awhile.. but i didnt think anyone would actually come and read anything.. but then.. kena marah from frens wor.. how?
anyways. life has been bz.. routine but bz.. and sometimes bloody bored.. nothing to do.. so sleep lor.. gaining weight as well.. shoot!!! CNY coming!!!! haiihhhh.. sad sad.. but something haunting me
recently got update (gossip sort of) from a fren in my last job in Penang.. well as we all kno, in IT line. its hard to get into Permanent position in most of the companies.. wat to do wor.. call it a trend or something something.. watever lah... anyways.. so as Contractors.. we hav to kick butt work our ass off and fight with all those hundreds of ppl just to get into PERMANENT... well.. tat's if u want to lah of coz.. no one will force u wan wat
anyways.. the news was that this Boss.. told another fella.. that this person is not worthy of converting into permanent.. my jaw fell and ran and hide somewhere...hmm. still looking for it.. did u see my jaw?? if u do.. let me know.. keep in fridge freezer section first, until we meet remember to gimme back!
what sort of BOSS is this?? how could U as a BOSS go tell someone else wat U think of the other person??? ohh gosh>... if u kno i hav this blog and reading this.. i'v got some books to recommend you... try 360 Leadership.. and WestPoint Leadershp Lessons.. but if u can't understand.. i'm sure there are Leadership for Dummies book
good god i left tat company!

Stupid People

2007-01-04T21:51:00.000-08:00

isit me or am i having a real terrible bad bad day?? or isit the people in our society that made it that bad for you?? have you encountered a very bad frustrating day where everything happens on this same day itself??
well .. if you have a good way of brushing off this bad day .. like.. use 7 different colors of flowers to mandi kah.. or... wash your car with holy water kah.. or something.. do let me know..
now, my early morning started fine until i realize i forgot something important, and i drove back immediately and came back to the office... ok.. not frustrating at all. just that i'm not a real morning person..

then my system crashed on me again! F... ok fine still... no solution to that...
lunch time.. and i tot ohhh great.. i can go out and relax awhile.. mana tau..

this guy here, just opened the window and threw a bag of rubbish out of the window of the car.. no no .. NOT the driver, the passenger behind.. and it contained a whole lot of Yakult yogurt drink bottles and hit my car on the back... wah lau eh.. i was of coz cursing him and his whoever away! watta fck???? Oi.. tak ada brains kah?? how can ppl be so inconsiderate and furthermore it's on the highway and everyone was like driving bout 100km/ph... and then.. i was just thinking.. if he could be like tat.. i wonder what is his house like?? or his room??

i tried to overtake him and give him a FCK FINGER.. but we were all speeding around.. so ok.. lucky me Steve was next to me.. so we took this:

So if you are the owner of this car.. TOO BAD! you'v got GREAT FCKING FRIENDS inside there... i dont think U are any different from them!!!!

and i think it would do you good not to drive your friends again! jPJ might blacklist you after sooOOO many pppl would take ur no plate up.. anyway. ur no got in TOTO before kah?? kinda good number oso...

and to the guy who sits behind you.. watever you are! gosh! u got NO DISCIPLINE KAH?? dO YOU know how DANGEROUS of what you did.. a piece of paper is OK.. but a bag of rubbish! harlo! u think your datuk's road??? FCK U man! i can't imagine where you stay ...
and I do suggest you stay here -->>>> it would be easier for you->

and as if that is not enough.. i parked my car.. went to lunch and came back where this little kancil parked in the middle of the road blocking everyone's way in / out. everyone was parking vertically to save some space and this CLEVER person just double parked and no problem about double parking... she did it in the MIDDLE OF THE ROAD.. harlo.. ini memang i agak pun tau.. BaPA Hang punya Road ya?? i took me so long to move the car in and out and sideways and tis way n tat way and managed to get myself out.. lucky driving kelissa.. but then if i was driving iswara.. i'd just bang her car...
and jsut as i was bout to get out of that round.. SooooOOo frustrated .. the owner came out from shopping.. i asked "Is this the way of proper parking and blocking everyone?'"..
she said: "I pergi beli barang"
me: Kalau beli pun park betul betul
She said: Bukan i park punya.. itu orang park bagi I...
me thinking: itu orang is who?? there is no parking guy around, the children with you don even have a license yet.. who else can it be.. and when will tat BITCH say SORRY?????
me yelling: YOU Stupid!

so that's my new life for this new year...i just LOVE the ppl in Malaysia! how great!! how STUPID and IDIOTIC AND RUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arrr.... hmmm... SPAM

2007-01-01T18:06:00.000-08:00

hey hey..nothing much to write recently.. dono wat to write anyways.. bz with life. but found some entertainment now and then..and here is one of it

You LOSER!!!!

2006-12-14T23:28:00.000-08:00

hey all.. and my dear fans.. sorry haven't update anything recently.. anyways. will b leaving current job company as today my last day and my last blog from the company.. lolz..
i kno i kno... i'v been job hopping around.. going where next ar?? dono wor.. try to find me and i'll let u kno lah.. :P

anyways.. today is kinda fun day to work. and after a few months here i didnt take note on some small matters until now. a user asked to reset the password.. so i'm doing the same shit everyday job.. reset her password for her. until i notice this!

imagine the wat the customer will say when she sees this herself! as if she would like to hav this hassle, its like.. u'v gotta change ur password every XX days of work for some stupid security shit purpose... how many applications do you use?? and how many different password do you have??? gosh! but as a support team.. yeah.. way cool!!!

HOw much would it cost?

2006-10-25T23:37:00.000-07:00

well well. i'v got nothing much to say recently, have been pretty quiet and bored here. . . My good fren came back from KL just recently, after not seeing him... hmm almost a year, i'm so glad to see him again.. i miss his cheekiness and his laugh! his laugh has always been contagious.. miss him so much and there he is .. rite infront of me.. he had all his frenz meet up at the same time.. so we went to Northam Beach Cafe, whoaaa.. Super VIP treatment where we had our own room for about 20 of us there
I didnt realized i missed his b'day as well. .but they're all there to celebrate his b'day.. which is funny as these ppl are just fun fun ppl who just laugh at everything...
.. we then suppose to meet up in Mamak Stall with some other frens from previous company.. then.. well. it's kinda sad to c him so disapointed...
... Ex Colleagues... all 747 him.. he was so disappointed that he just didnt hav the mood to go there at all... hmmm..
made me think.. how much would it cost you to go out and meet someone who helped you, trained you, made you laugh and happy,.. and listen to all your complains? isit so much tat you couldn't afford?

Open Open until Mouth Big big.. costs me RM600

2006-10-09T23:13:00.000-07:00

aiyo.. not a good happy news or anything.. just had my Wisdom tooth extracted out.. watta jerking tooth cost me RM600! bloody hell.. kanasai! haiihh.. broke again and it's also my birthday present to myself....
.. well, the dentist seems to b friendly and the place is fully equipped with high tech stuffs, flat screen tv for u to watch while he does your tooth, immediate Xray, video cam sticking into ur mouth to tell you "YOU Haven't Been Brushing Your Teeth Well" = RM600! for this little bugger here!

haiih.. well..i can't say its bad, the service is good, the dentist is good and patient, but i hate the idea, he kept asking me to "Open Wide" ...and i've been Open Wide for like 45 mins and he Keep asking me to Open Wide.. my Jaws felt like it's locked and it will never close again! i was like Oh Mi Gosh.. wat if my jaws are locked??? wat will i look like????

At tat point i was going to yell at him, it's the widest i can Open.. i can't Open Wide anymore! go back ask ur wife Open Wide for 45 mins and see she will Slap u bo! I'm human ya.. tat's the limit of my Jaws, not a Hippo! he should be a Vet Dentist.. got such thing ar?? after the whole process i felt like my jaws got locked and my lips got wider 2 cm!

shitty.. but well.. the whole process of extracting the tooth was OK, i felt slight tingly pain, but the after effect is HORRIBLE! can't sleep can't eat! NOT Sat Luin lah... pain lah.. was having ice pack on me all the time to heal it.. shitty shit cost me so much money and so much pain! who said breaking up is painful! go have ur wisdom tooth out and then tell me .. cis! hmm.. now my frens are gonna call me this .. tat i kno for sure! Boys! Behave urself!!!!

Our Limit and Change

2006-10-01T18:00:00.000-07:00

aiyo.. forced to update blog.. didn't kno i have fans here! :P thanks for supporting.. good to kno. well, no fancy or funny updates, guess u all kno me... serious kinda person. i'v been having some conflicts within myself since i came back, not really sure wat i wanted. started working but felt.. so wat and it's ok if they dont help much.. i'm here to kill time
until recently felt the urge of just get up and kick my own butt and anyone's butt if you should stop me. had 1:1 wit the TM here, felt kinda good after that, at least feel like someone is listening to my craps. until last wk my AUS Aunt Sim came back.. we talked and talked (like good frens talking) and it hit me there when she said to me
"Never limit yourself. it doesn't matter which bloody field you study, doesn't mean that you need to work in the same field. I'v done wat i wanted, own a business, i did tat, and i left that, i'm now only a freelance architect and devote my time in nursing."
i tot .. whoa.. Architect to Nursing?? but she survived! and Happy! i was thinking wtf was i fussing bout all the while... hmmmphh.. well, now i have several targets to hit and kicking butt!

so come to think of it, was i afraid of something? why so restless? yeah, i'v got some probllems, domestic and personal, but other than that.... why so fussy?? or am i afraid of change? well.. i kno i dont really.. i can dare myself to go try things out, new things, new environment new challenge.. it has been xtremely long time since i was doing something to do with software! now i am.. supportin software..
why are ppl afraid of change? is it bcoz they are so comfortable with they'r to cozy in their Comfort Zone? u'd get up and say.. haiihh back to work again feel meaningless... then change job lah.. wat else to do ar? my aunt said.. Do something meaningful to Urself, something U like and want to achieve.. if one don't work out, change to something else until U find something U want and like!

i'm always surrounded by frens, good old buddies and new ones.. i'm always worried for my buddies as well... dono why, guess it's just natural..i'v seen them taking so many chances in life in different fields, but yet seems to b the same. always complain hard job hard life *sigh* .. well the way i see it, he didnt change abit! never dared himself too..why not? *sigh*

wat's ur comfort zone? stuck in something u dont like and meaningless? doing something u wanted more than anything? U tell me....

How fragile is our life?

2006-09-11T20:08:00.000-07:00

i woke up unhappy and grumpy today, cried myself to sleep last nite after wat i've heard of wat happened to my dear fren Su Pei. I was upset and cried when i left my frens at our HQ, guess i'm also lucky as the the boys rang me up asking wat's going on.
5 yrs ago, i lost my daddy due to lung cancer, he suffered for 11 months and passed away on Nov 2001. the whole family still suffered for years before we could actually stand up again and smile.. not long after that, my goodmate Lisa introduced me to Jenny... her daddy had brain cancer, i helped as much as i could, as much as i kno fr wat i experienced fr my daddy.. Jenny's dad passed away in Dec 2002 on her birthhday itself.. i couldn't stop tears of rain as it bring me all the sad memories.... and i tot, we can embrace each other and b strong together and continue our journey...
i tried so hard to move on with life, try to smile happily each day and do wat i wanna do, i can't even think of my dad at all... tears will roll down... until.. my goodmate Max's dad suddenly fell into coma with brain virus which took him a few weeks only... I walked with my frens side by side when they lost their daddy, cried tears together.. tears that are so familiar to me just as when i lost my dad...

later in 2005, i was moving on with life and continue to achieve wat my daddy wanted me to achieve, i couldn't smile whole hearted when i finally graduated my degree... in my mind, the only thing i can think of is.. Daddy wont be here for my graduation, the family picture will be incomplete without him... i wish to see him smile proudly as the only children he had has finally made his dream come true....
... until my gf Su Pei found tat she has brain tumor, she went for surgery... a few months later i heard she started radiation and chemo.. i said to myself OH GOD! WHy.. Why are ppl surrounding me suffers from cancer? why u want me to go thru this again and again and again... before i left for london, only 2 to 3 months after her surgery, i heard she has another attack... 6 months after that, when i came back from london, she hasn't stop her radiation / chemo... i was thinking... Dear God, she is only 26 years old. what did she do to deserve this? Doesnt she deserve a life like everyone of us?.... until..
JC told me that the tumor has spread to her spine bone... i had a bad feeling.. something i felt 5 yrs back... but i keep silent.. everyone was discussing on which hospital is the best, which doc is the best... why not ask.. anything Su Pei wanna do to be happy? anything she wanna have or enjoy at this moment?... last nite's news was worst i've heard.. they found a huge tumor on her right brain.. my heart sank like titanic...or worst...
a fren Kev called me, i couldn't talk at all..he noticed and send me a sms, after awhile.. he said.. life is fragile... i wonder... how fragile is our life?
have u ever tot of... if i would to D.. in a few months time, wat would i wanna do? wat do i wanna finish / accomplish to fulfill this current life?

a Guy fren of mine got in touch wit me lately, saying he is depressed as just broke up.. can't sleep cant eat.. wanna die... i wish i can see him so i can slap him and show him people who are suffering from critical illness waiting for.... the day... what are they thinking? what are their wish? do they think back.. i wish i have more time to do tis... i wish i've told tat someone something...

how fragile is our life? it's a one way ticket... use it freely or carefully? it's up to you.. but then.. you are not the master of command in this game...

all i can do is think of what i can do to help SP at the moment, my frens are kinda shock to hear wat i said..and they wish there are some hopes for SP. i cant say much or anything.. except.. please say a prayer for her..

Singkang Drift

2006-09-06T19:11:00.000-07:00

now everyone going nuts about google earth huh.. well Stevie's blogged up his house.. lemme show u mine.. with one great extra thing u can find not only TOkyo Drift got OK???? Singkang also got! got UFO some more! sie mei..
First of, this is my crib... right below there is a house with lots of lights on the rooftop.. someone actually tagged this house as UFO sighting in Sungai Ara... hmmphhh? any idea? looks like UFO ship melted there!

the good thing about living in Sungai Ara (Singkang) is tat i have almost everything here, smallest Shell, mamak stalls and friends staying nearby... lookieee.. i've got Max and Ton living nearby my crib.. they both live nearer to each other.. so my other friends.. move over to Singkang marrr. more frens here lor.... :P

anyways.. we recently found this place for hiking just 10 mins above my crib, it's cool and aso fresh air and best of, it has amazing view of bayan lepas.. can see miles and miles away... way cool huh? nope.. not long after i introduced this place to my mates, ah Ton actuallly google earth the place and told us that we can try DRIFTing there! U don bilief ar?? u see urself lor ... Check On IT! hahahhaaa... my crib just rite below this beautiful sight.. hmmphh.. but i dono how to drift wor?? Drifterssss.. get ur engine startin!

Three StoooGesss... hahahhaaa

2006-09-03T20:01:00.000-07:00

Picture of the scenery in Gertak Sanggul

I had kinda fun weekend.. 5 silly ppl went fishing, first off a couple came late.. so when we reached the seaside it was like duh 6pm! 2 of the ladies are just there for fun... left 3... silly ppl.. lolz, there's Max, Darren and Catz (yup! me)... it was in Gertak Sanggul.. beautiful beach, there was a family there having their picnic, actually packing as well...there were many ppl there fishing, saw tat they caught lots of fish.. so..
we started off preparing our fishing rod. Darren and myself dono how to do it.. so Max helped both of us.. so we started of... Oh btw, Darren took some

stingray Hard Frozen meat and some pork Hard Frozen meat over as bait... Ok, first off Darren took off with some great posts of throwing the bait into the sea...and the string got all tangled up, so i helped him untangle and while he uses my rod.... finally managed to get it untangled, had to redo everything again... we were wondering at that time... "Any fish around here???" look here look there.. waaahhHH got ppl managed to catch alot of fish leyyy! hmmphhh.. we must get some fish at least 2!

after 15 minutes, Darren managed to get his rod tangled up again.. tis time Max helped him untangle...well, we just started to actually managed to get the "feel" of getting our bait out into the sea for 15 minutes... here goes Max again. .. but tat's not all... took him 20 mins to untangle and get everything ready for Darren.... after tat.. I "managed" to get my hook line up in a tree! hahahhaa lolz.. so how we spent the day fishing?? untanggling the lines and settingg up again and again....

OK the news is until i left, no one caught anything.. well wat u expect from 1 hr doing nonsense rather than f ishing... anyways..

Finally.. we managed to get everyone steady.. but i had to leave for family dinner, what did i managed to learn or do.. well.. setting up fishing rod... and get all the lines tanggled!

They managed to hook up with some fish... in Ikan Bakar Restaurant that iS! hahaha lolz.. no one caught anything... :p

wakakkaka.. anyway.. it was fun.. and one thing i'd like to share with my friends is the beautiful scenery we have in Penang... i'm lovin it... Ohhh.. it's also not entirely where you are or wat you do.. it's the fun you have with ur frens!

What do MEN think with? Brains or Balls?

2006-09-01T00:42:00.000-07:00

my frens would say.."here she goes again", well let me declare tis war among the genders now, well nothing big, just tat i've got nothing to do, been reading someone very famous blogger and this intrigued me!
So I did a blog about how men think/sees/commits into a Companionship / Partnership / SoulMates.. not much there.

After reading his blog, mentioned about tis gal having 2 bf at one go, gals reading books to understand men and blaa blaaa… wat bout men? They all commented tat men are easy to understand, not like us gals who is so confused and gets more confused each time.

Why do people judge a girl just bcoz she is a GIRL? A girl being overseas having a stable bf here, yet grabbed another where is she at the moment has been called names with great colors (B***, Not Loyal, blaa blaa).. wat bout men? When it comes to men being so ‘unfaithful’, ‘just being men’, ‘oh normal lah.. men wat’ .. so sweet words out fr ppl! Is it coz of the society’s old fashioned way of looking at things tat which makes us sub consciously have this sort of mindset?

Women who fools around gets nasty Bitchy names. Men gets mild comments. Women will b judged and condemned, men just being themselves.. wtf is this??

I’ve known quite a few good loving men in my life, I’ve also known those.. ‘just being men’ type. Take for example.. (if u r reading tis, I’m not talking bout U)…

Tis guy.. he can quickly forget bout one girl within like days and go off with another, let me call him “Spana”.. why?? Here goes… he can cry and beg tis girlfriend A, to stay with him, they loved each other and hated each other, within .. 2 yrs they have been on and off like more times than u turn on your kitchen light! Just after less than 1 month, officially break off, he goes for another girl B who already has a bf, he charms her off with all sorts of things, saying I will die for you… blaa blaa.. with blood and tears… he managed to get her… but after 2 months broke off.. he said tat girl “Siao lang”… and guess wat.. he is going for another gal who also has a bf… keeps changing more times compared to you changing your car tyres~ …. Wat do you call him?? ‘Oh.. just being a young not matured boy”… wat do you call the girls he fooled??.. STUPID BITCHES>…. Blaa blaa.. who ask them to gatai lah.. blaa blaa….

Another guy, who actually do not believe in LOVE… due to a small heartache.. whatever!... anyways, he has tis gf he dates for 3 yrs now, and they went on and off a few times as well… the reason him going off is coz he was going after other girl… if he managed to get the other girl, he breaks off with first gf.. once break off with other girl..he goes back to his gf… been happening since… wat do you call tis guy?? “oooOOo man!” … “Great Man”.. “Like tis lah we call MAN”… wat do you call the girls??... u name it..

These guys think with their BALLS or BRAINS??

(I feel like slapping all this gals faces and say wake up! Stand on ur own 2 feet! Be strong… U DON’T NEED HIM! )

I’ve got a bad experience b4, where my ex had another girl in KL, while we were together in PG. Ended up she got pregnant, and we broke off on my birthday…. I’ve never forgive him… and wat other guys said to me? “oh, u should’ve blaa blaa” and “you should’ve tis and tat towards him”… was it my fault?... 6 months later my ex rang me saying how much he misses me and wants us to get back together…. How can I trust him again?

Are we women being judge just because we are sex=FEMALE????? Lets play a scenario here,.. lets replace those men with women.. and those kena fooled are men… wat say U??

Ok.. bored with tat.. now.. How hard is it to understand a person? Men or Women.. lets say.. PERSON? I bet u men don even understand each other… the matter here is DO U wanna Understand? I do admit MOST women there goes around the roundabout, not wanting to say wat’s in their heart… always hint only… well.. if u lov her tat much, understand her tat much… can’t get the hints?? U dating her or … she dating ur Datuk?

I've known all sorts of men..and i gotta know 2 who has attitude worst than women! they can get PMS anytime! become moody and blaa blaa..
i've known 1 who doesnt care the heck of the world...until we all dont even understand him ...

It’s hard to understand u Men as well! Arlo.. you if we care for you.. u guys said… we are spooky, too committed into the relationship which scares men off~.. when gals ignore men, usually said that gals are playing hard to get… act “pure” or “virgin”… haiihhh..
If women ask too much.. men said women is trying to control their life… we ask coz we care
If gals don ask..men said gals don care must be fooling about outside…

~ men can’t commit….. women just wants a happy loving relationship ~

The list can go on and on .. but I’d like to stop here….

isit harder to understand men or women? why not say "It's so hard to understand that Person"?

I’m not saying U should say tis on men too or anything.. I’m Not Taking sides.. I’m saying this:
~ we are human beings, men or women… live and let live~

We all made mistakes… all sorts of stupid mistakes… why judge then?

If u want a person to understand U... understand them as human being first rather than... their Sex...

Do you Reliaze?

2006-08-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household.

He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India... that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.He said that right in front of his very eyes, he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today. You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words - - - TO BEG!

The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg. Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock of 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger. Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities. Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate.

For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25. He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a job, have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of...

Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad? Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets.

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Companion? Lover? Partner? SoulMate?

2006-08-20T19:32:00.000-07:00

hey ya'll.. i'm still doing some soul searching here. anywayz, recently spoke to a Guy Fren, just to find out more secrets from Mars.. but after talking to him, i don think Venus is going to b happy... so to planet Mars out there.. send some MOre Information please...
Suject Name Mars1
well.. we talked about relationship (unfortunately)... and He said tat he is on for a Companion, NOT a Lover or Partner, but a Companion. and to wat factor does he base this Companion relationship = someone to talk to when bored + sex... tho he may have 'fallen in love' once and didn't work out, still... i don understand species from Mars. but i do kno one thing most of all men have prb with is 'commitment'. hey! i didnt do the research ya! it's on every mags and it's true from the horses mouth!
OK wat did he say ya?? well, "commitment" word is created by planet Venus, and it means tat if U r dating me, you can't go date other girls. if you are F***ing me, u can't go f*** other gal. tis is common rule for a relationship... well.. tat's wat i think... not to say rule.. but as for Mars or Venus, nobody wants to get hurt tis way rite?

Isit tat complicated? or R u so sure it's just tat simple?
so then... i really can't make out coz i've seen a lot of rotten bad relationships BUT i've also seen happy couples loving and living with each other for years and years..... so this lovely couple.. wat do they base on? Love? Sex? Commitment?

i've found myself more confused now.. maybe i should do more research on more men! hmmm.. so U men out there... start looking for empty slots for me, as i'll b interviewing u guys!

i've found a SoulMate, my godBroGee... and i love him... we talk, we partied, we talk and talk and talked! heheheee.. i lov talking to him, seems to b a good listener & advices me alot of things. then we also partied, had so much fun wit him... tat I do kno is SoulMates....
wat bout Partner? wat is it based on?
how bout Lover?

** please do not hesitate to comment or give me more knowledge on U Mars Species.... cheerio**
Subject Name Mars 2
Ok, so here is test subject M2 (mars no 2). well he totally agree that the X factor is important, and he is looking for a companion rather than anything else. BUT he also said that he LOVES his girlfriend.. ooooohhhh.....bu then he also mentioned that Majority of men only think of the X Factor when it comes to a relationship. so this M2 votes for 1-emotion 2-X Factor in a relationship and the factor to actually maintain a relationship.. well.. cant get much from him anyway, as currently he cant think properly only khi siao with KennySia! wa piang!!!!

Subject Name Mars3
OK.. Subject M3.. hahahhaa. i got one more PIG to interview on the topic. hmm.tis pig is not bad.. so girls out there!... GRAB Lorrr.. speciall someone name after Feb 14th wan ar! :Pwell to him, tho he prefer Companionship, he also did emphasize that doesn't mean only based on SEX. for him, it's definately the feelings they nid to have for each other, A TRUE GENTLEMEN FOR U HERE LADIES!..he is looking for someone he wants who could talk to him, understand and independent as well. there is nothing more important to him than finding someone who can make him happy, pamper him and love him. and he does the same back to her... OOoohhh ROMEO.. ROMEO.. wakkakakaa.. (between us.. he damn fucker.. funny side of him lah)He's priority in life is FAMILY.. so it's really important to him to look for someone who can relate to him alot. So .. finally I'Ve found Someone who Doesn't emphasize on THE BALLS ONLY!!! so men out there.. LEARN LAH FROM HIM! kanasai to the rest of the men out there!

Tears and Rain

2006-08-13T02:14:00.000-07:00

feeling low and down, dono why.. feeling hurt and sad.. can't explain to you why.. feeling lost, can't find out a reason of living... confused and alone.. tho i kno i've got many many ppl surrounding me.. yet, felt like alien ........... sms a good fren, can't tell him why, coz i dono why. can't express why, coz i dono why. he said should blog up or do something ... blog up and say wat?.........
my life currently... is like tis..

Tears and Rain
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.

How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

And i found tat my love meter is empty... my love life???
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true,I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,As I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,Flying high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,'
Cause I'll never be with you.

Lalala lalala lalala lalala laaaaaaYou're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
BUT IT'S TIME TO FACE THE TRUTH, I WILL NEVER BE WITH YOU

Call Center vs Call Centre

2006-08-08T22:30:00.000-07:00

Yo Yo.. finally got something to blog, hmm.. saying tis makes me feel tat my life is damn bored recently. Wakkakaa.. anyway, this is my first week working in new company.. a huge MNC almost the same as previous company.. also doing the same job, slight diff is the job function in this new co. i'm support application and previously support everything PSPH...(pao sua pao hai)... i was complaining shit when working in HeLl but now i can see the Quality of work and what i learned there! gosh..

currently i'm @ office.. see lah so free nothing to do until blog! it's also in a call center dept but there are lots of diff between Hell and iTel... god damn! lets do a simple Versus!
Hell work load is like HELL! non stop go pang giu / pang sai also no time
iTell... so much time u can go give birth also

Hell Call Center Quality is like diamond and pearl... very high quality and one can actually learn so much
iTel Call CENTRE har... hmm... rubbish! for a call center (can't blame me lah, I was trained from Hell lor)
- no soft skill training
- no proper class training on the product you are supporting
- no metrics to meet at all (i did actully asked senior and she ask me back wat is 'metrics')
- damn siok is one day take about 10 calls like tat nia.. so all the rubbish in Hell can b sent to iTel lah... gyam them lor..
- no one give a damn bout ur training, just ask u read read read read until now i'm still reading.... blur sotong lor i become
- here got no "NO FLY ZONE" wan... everyone mobile ringing away no one cares
- here also got no WORK EtiQue wan.. ppl screaming and yelling away... also sampai hor.. agent go scold TL to shut up coz she is on call.. anyway tat agent also one of them lah ... so pot calling kettle black..
- finally to summarize my 5 days working here compared to Hell = SIEN LORRRRRRRRRR

Universal Love....

2006-07-17T11:25:00.000-07:00

it's been.... not longla actually, but lately nothing to post up, seems life is kinda bored lor. well, was just thinking of recent happenings in my life and those around me who i cherish much. Each person with their own personality and aim in life & everyone has their own life story to tell, but everyone needs someone to love cherish and fullfil their life with. some prefer to have universal love to family, frens and the special one. why isit so diff for us Asians to have great universal lov to one another, doesnt matter of sex, age and race. when one is close to another, ppl say u 'pak thor'.. when one takes good care of another same shit happens. what is the borderline? how close can one b to the other so tat others don't misund u? haiiihh..@ the end.... why bother...
most of us found 'tat someone' and lost 'tat someone'... but after breakup, when isit time to Let GO? how do one let go? forget the pass and move fwd... how? most ppl says it easily... ooh time to let go the past n move fwd.... how do 1 do tat and accept who u have now? its damn easy to say...and when do u kno tat u've finally found THE ONE? haiii... @ the end.. why bother?
i've loved someone so much, yet i kno we could never b together and it hurts so bad. i'll never kno wat its like to b his....yet, a good fren told me it's time 2 let him go, & move fwd, accept the next person who comes into ur life.... how do u really let go of someone u love so much?
how great can frens b to 1 another. what is the borderline? it's always the give n take game, but when 1 gives too much and never got anything back in return, they let go straight away.. then others say 'U have changed' or play the i no fren u, u no fren me game? wats the point?
how far can a fren 'Go All The Way' for another? until when? again.. where is the borderline? who is to blame when ur fren just give up? a true fren will ask... have i done not enough? have i not supported enough? what else need i do?... haiii (yes u guess rite) @the end... ppl say.. why bother??
how do one fren cherish the other? so many ????? in life......

Lost and lost again

2006-07-06T11:19:00.000-07:00

lost.. feel so lost @ tis moment. dono wat i w@nt or wat to do... wat is the purpose of life? what do one need to do to achieve... wat??? achieve wat??.....

Home Sick

2006-05-28T13:27:00.000-07:00

i did kinda of miss home so much, but now that i'm in singapore, i'm really sick! not home sick tho! geesh! i've got flu, fever, sore throat and got damn cough! wah lau... everything f***ing package at one go! didn't even go out around SG. Couldn't sleep and eat.... well i guess a bit of jet lagged added to it! stupid flight back to SG was like so full.... sat next to a lover couple! oh migosh! don't they have anything better to do... if there are room available.. they'd b the first to check in.. luckily my sis got me another seat... couldn't sleep as too many kids in the flight.. alot of crying there! just nap for a couple of hours... BUT THEN... i'm going home to PENANG Tomorrow! yiiipeeee...

All my bags are pack.. I"m ready to go

2006-05-22T15:41:00.000-07:00

hello gang,
this time is for real, i'm going off from London this Friday the 26th but i'll be staying in Singapore for awhile.. dono how many days..
okies??
i'm COMING HOME! Yipeeeee

Sea Side Brighton

2006-05-19T13:19:00.000-07:00

elo, more picts for everyone. this is in South London called Brighton which is of coz as u can see is at the coast. there is a theme park there, and i can tell u this.... u can't find some of the games in malaysia! it's fantastic.. no.. fanatic! gosh! anyway.. the girls i'm with are from another branch in Luton, which is in North of London.
first pic, tats me, yan jing, cynthia and lin san behind is e scene of the theme park which is kinda far.. so see next pic.

amazingly, these girls, other than myself, was xtremely excited as if never seen the sea before! gosh!
if u see the back, there are 2 poles high up in the sky....imagine being spin around like tat on the edge of each pole....

anyways, tat's the only pics i have for brighton, others are just...... no comment...

and also.. see u all very soon! miss ya muchy.. lov ya all lots

Shutdown

2006-05-09T09:08:00.000-07:00

Finally, we've managed to close this branch in Guildford, i'll send some picts in once i load from my O2. hehehehe... my bro came to Guildford to visit me, and gave me O2 as a present! yipieee.. arr.. ah yeong.. i know u really wanted one, not tat i don wanna buy for you, i really didnt expect to get it as well.
So yesterday was our last day selling and we were packing like mad, lots of pic there. and today finally, the place is empty.. felt sad as i really love it here and the kids i work with and most of our friendly regular customer... gosh... we had our farewell dinner yesterday and the kids was making sobbing speech... bout their experience working here and with me... so touched! then Jing and Tao Tao took me clubbing.. it's madness! banyak lembu lorrrr adoi! but it's bloody cheap.. entrace is only 2 pounds and the drink is like 2 pounds or something.. well don't convert la! but it was fun.. and i gotta tell you.. Tao Tao is damn great dancer!... met a few guyz there as well... very funny fellas..
anyways... i'm gonna miss Guildford coz if you plan to come to UK, London is for visiting only.. not for staying long term coz it;s a damn horrible place to stay... You really need to goto Guildford or Luton... places like this is very nice and calm.. beautiful place. i'm gonna miss GuD so much..

anyway.. my next destination will be to another town called Luton, which is nearby where Gilbert is staying.. so more clubbing expected. new bunch of kids to meet at work place as well. will take some pics there for you boys.. OK. tat's all for now

My Pictures as promise

2006-05-07T10:39:00.000-07:00

hello lovesss... first is i'm missing home so much more now. OK, for the Gentlemen, here is the picture i promised, there are more, but i can't blog them all here.
From left to right => Tao Tao, Liu Chang, Jing, myself and Helen

Three pretty girls left to right, chang, jing and tao tao. Below = Helen, Catz and Jing

Hapi Birdday to QiQi

2006-05-01T10:15:00.000-07:00

just to Shout Out Loud Happy Bird Day to my lou Po QiQi
happy Bird Day to U....
U were Born in the Zuuu
With the Monkeys and Donkeys and turkeys in Hell
Happy bird Day to QiQi

enjoy ya.... have fun ya... kill more customers ya... send them straight off to Hell!

how to keep call centre staffs motivated?

2006-04-29T13:21:00.000-07:00

me again.. feel like typing alot today!
well, i was reading the newspaper, and found an interesting part. it's bout a Call Centre in UK, which have prb with the staff turnover which is very high. it was talking about how depressing and stressful the work is about.. blaa blaa.. same shit with HEll anyway. but also it was saying this,..
staff get bored with the daily routine of the work, being in call centre for over many years, but without any opportunity to grow as in a team of almost 100 agents, there is only 2 leader position. their turnover is sky high. they commented on how the management should make the agent's work more fun rather than bored to death.
do something before you become like this....

wat would you like to have in ur work place to make it more fun? but yet productive?
- i'd like to have a tv to watch while answering the phone and also a fridge in every cubicle so i can lots and lots of ice creams!

Self Employed? or Employee?

2006-04-29T12:41:00.000-07:00

i havent been complaining for a long time, i know inside me i'm dying out to scream out and start my complaining engine to someone, but then i always feel tired and i cant think of anything else but who can i call, who can i talk to everyday after work, wat to do... wat channel to watch, wat to eat.. i didnt know wat loneliness is when i was in Penang, everywhere i go, i'll definately have someone with me, to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner. but now, who cares.. i couldn't think coz when i do.. all the flash back comes to me and i'm crying inside.. how much i miss home..
i had a good plan before i came over here to help my uncle out, but now, i dont really know what is my purpose anymore. i guess coz i'm demotivated.. again??.. yeah. this time i feel worst than in Hell, reason being the boss is my boss is my dear Uncle who has major health problem. i even had plans to help him run the whole business for him so he can retire back in malaysia. how funny! it's so difficult, i have to do everything for him, but then with his temper and attitude, how can one survive this. i really do admire Audrey, she is a lady from HongKong, who has been working for him for bout 3 years. wat isit like working for this boss?? well.. u really do need to come here and know for urself.
he is forgetful, today he'll ask u to do tis n tat, then tomorrow will say somethingn else, next thing u know he'll yell at u for doing all tis stupid things, but yet i can't answer him anything... yesterday he said that the $ales figure is not important, the more important thing to him now is the quantity we are selling, today he will say tat make sure selling more quantity n meet the $ales target, tomolo he'll scream out hysterically how come not selling well, why not meet 10K?? gosh! wat the f**** am i doing here? he'll tell u not to make any orders to the hq, he'll arrange alll tat himself, next day when he's in the shop and SCREAMED at you, why the HELL DIDN"T YOU MAKE AN ORDER!... he'll ask u to do the display like tis n tat, when u r done, he'll forget wat he said and yell at u why do such an ugly display! he'll yell at how stupid u are, not using ur brains and etc! when the boss is angry at u, he wont talk to u, and he'll make so sure tat u know tat, and then he'll stab ur backs. he practically stabbed everyone's back. but then,.... he'll tell u how good this fella is, tis n tat, next thing, he'll tell another person how bad they all are! WTF?? he has a temper worst then a menopaus lady! he doesnt ask for the reason of something happening first, he'll bring it out on U, even tho u are innocent, but IF you could prove ur innocence, and ammend the wrong doing of someone else and show him tat u've fixed the problem, he'll talk sweetly to you.... OMG! i'm with devil!
He truly likes it if a lady sweet talks to him, esp the CHina girls from another branch. they have all the world's priority... hmm.. even those with same surname couldn't have one tiny bit! anyways, i couldn't b bothered with priority or more power or a super duper Branch Manager. i rather b a stupid brainless staff.. less responsibilities to carry.
i'm physically tired, mentally drained. i've been thinking of how to get more sales, product pricing, and not enough ppl to work as well as most of my girls are having exam tis 2 weeks. i'm so so tired. he made me feel like all the things i've done to help him so far meant nothing to him at all, he couldn't care tiny bit for it. he never gives any good comments to you. Aud said tat he actually transfers all the bad qi to everyone so he'd feel much better.. how selfish could one b?

this morning, my guy asked me.. "Why do bosses like to scream at ppl?" ... i had a good lough and said i don't know, i'll tell you IF i bcome a boss one day and start yelling at ppl.. but they all laughed and said tat i'm not tat kinda person. then i asked them, would u like to be self employed or employee? ... at tis moment, i dono... i'm running a business for my uncle, blind folded...lead by a blind man, who is also so conservative, saying he'll pass the business to a GUY only, not a GIRL! and he has been staying in UK for over 20 years!
i can't complain much. i chose to b here. the reason? the only person who helped me and my family when were needed most is him. when my dad got critically ill, he came back and helped us. when dad pass away, he couldn't bare to come back at all coz he was very broken hearted. when he heard i was about to quit my studies, he stopped me, ask me to finish my degree, and he helped me financially. is there a big thank you card that i can give him, turn around and walk away when he needs help? how many years i have to work and save up to return the money he spent for my family? and then return all the money to him and say thank YOu, watch him work his life out in this country? this is my karma, this is my thank you for helping me out when i needed u most. but funny thing is now, i think he doesnt deserve all this from me. the only thing that allows me to drag my body out of bed to get to work, is because he is my uncle. my family. my saviour. am i silly or wat... wat can i say.....
anyway...
i loved being an employee in some of my previous company, i really enjoyed working there. like HP Sales, where everyone treated me xtremely well, every company trip, i'll b gettin loads of souveniers. EBSCO, a good American boss who can speak mandarin better than i do! but nevertheless, someone who could actually sit and talk to u about everything, never raised his voice to anyone before. i had 2 chances to become self employed, for both of my uncles, but i turn them down, tat was a few years back, but now i was thinking... there are so many things i couldn've done... now i'm just another lost soul.
my uncle actually told me to start up a business when i go back to penang. i really dont know wat to do at the moment, but all tat's in my mind is to backpack and go travel around euro and also asia. i'd really like to goto vietnam, thai, nepal, etc for several years.
gosh.. why do ppl have to work anyway? why worry bout money money money? why work your ass out, and suffer and suffer and suffer... hmmmm.. is tis wat life is bout?

wat would u prefer? i mean.. now when i see wat self employed like my boss is like.. it freezes me out.. money, staff problem, selling, daily sales, blaa blaa...
as an employee... u get lousy team mates, bad team leader, stupid team managers running things for u... and u get stuck there....
wat would you like?

home sweet home

2006-04-23T10:31:00.000-07:00

alor.. me so bloody excited lor.. going home very soon ya! hope to meet up with everyone!

Amerian or British?

2006-04-20T13:26:00.000-07:00

hey there.. another thing to ponder for u ppl there. firstly is just to SCREAM OUT LOUD... I MISS PENANG!!! I MISS U ALL SO MUCH! i'm dying of boredom and TOTALLY stressed out now! :'(
oki.. i was using my laptop in the General Area in YMCA here and spoke to a friend i've got to know him in YMCA his name is James, there is also this new guy here.. dono his name.. we were just getting to know each other. then we have a topic around, which is like wat movie, series, books and also music we watch or listen to. i'm kinda amazed how some British ppl are so round up to themselves.. they haven't even heard of Hoobastank! the series LOST! they both said something in common tho, they don't like American series saying that they are boring s**t. funny thing is tat i think the other way around... can't blame me for watching it coz i've got nothing better to do before i've got my laptop. these are the series shown here in UK
*Coronation Street.. can u imagine a TV Series that lasted over 30 years??? hello??
*Emerdale.. god knows how long this series have been
*East Enders.. i think over 10 years..mostly have this bunch of old ladies and men gossiping bout each other and etc
then.. lately as if there is not enough of one, but now there are a whole bunch of British version of ER... u have The Royal.(total NO NO, and NO I didnt watch it), Holby City (when i have nothing better to do), NO Angels (not really a ER thingy, more to these bunch of ladies), Green Wing (total CRAP!!! but they've actually won some award for it!!! oh my!!!) now a new one called Vital Signs.
there are like news about on how the teenagers act and behave specially on sexual issues.. but who could they blame but the media here.. every bloody series/movies here have top notch sex scenes in them! even in these silly series..... gosh!

which do u ppl prefer? English or American?? well, i couldn't blame U if u can't answer me as u haven't watched any English series... but.. .... DON"T EVEN TRY!

something to ponder

2006-04-14T10:48:00.000-07:00

hiya.. nothing much to update, just have something tat i tot would be a good debate for everyone here. ...
recently i was chatting with one of my gals bout relationship and she told me NOT to be so independent and smart, as GUYS will NOT love U. They all actually said that i'm so clever, independent, can do practically anything at all in the shop. So this girl said that it's not good, as this will actually makes men not like me. she said to me to be blur blur around and pretend to don't know anythng infront of men, so that U men would feel more menly and more smart. she also said all girls should be more manja with a man.... but of coz ... as u know me.. i totally disagree wit her.. i don wanna b a blur sotong and let u boys bully me!
so the question is
u guys - wat isit tat u wan?? a good independent and smart woman? a blur manja sotong? or wat wat??
and girls - wat do u think of her comment??

Miss HOme! :(

2006-03-31T09:55:00.000-08:00

Hello gang,
nothing much to report here. just doing Closing Down in my branch here in Guildford. NEws is that i'l b going back later than i tot. soooo.. no confirmation.. not coming back in April liao.. will delay... dono when!
miss ya all very very much
take care#

no updates

2006-03-12T11:08:00.000-08:00

hi ya gang,
nothing to update u lorr.. just boring life here. wake up go work and come back eat, watch movie and sleep lorr.. had a bit of fun last month tho. took 2 day off, was suppose to work in Wimbledon, but then was kicked out of the shop, so i took off with Gil to Milton Keans. then we went clubbing and switched to a Gay club as well. it was so weird lorrr.. gave me goose bums whole nite! but the fun thing there is no one cares what u do there. so kinda do wat u want thing and enjoy!
anyways, heard lots of stuffs going on back home, work, friendship and also... ding dong.. wedding bells ringing for 2 couples i know! really miss u gang alot lot lot... anyway gtg lor.. going to watch Invasion and have dinner
do update me ya
and also.. sorry can't send any pictures out, don have a proper PC to use here. sorry la
take care!

Sorry My Dear Friends

2006-02-25T14:50:00.000-08:00

Hiya all,
i'm really sorry i didnt manage to call EVERYONE to inform I'm leaving to UK, didnt have enough time to do tat, sincere apologies... promise when i come back will call everyone out to hang out ya.. anyways will b back Mid of April, but have to come bck UK after a few months... so again, i'm so sorry for not informing everyone. it was last minute decision, book flight asap (like buy today and fly next 2 days) last minute shpping and packing, etc. well, i'm doing OK here, dying coz miss everyone so much, miss the GREAT FOOD back home!
take good care
luv ya all lots
miss ya all lots
cheers
catz

Happy Birthday

2006-02-25T14:34:00.000-08:00

Hi ya
no updates, just work work work, moving rooms and donno where have a place to stay coming monday! sucks
anyway, happy Birthday to miss Huey Ling.. hope U enjoy and best wishes.. also my darling Mummy birthday¬!
how's evryone doing? how come NO UPDATES????????

going nuts

2006-02-09T16:21:00.000-08:00

elo.. i'm damn bored here lahhh. going to die soon lor.. living like a prisoner lorrr.. also will come back as a big potato! hahhahaa.. been a couch potato for month liao.. cham lahhh how ar.. so how's everyone doing lor.. so far i've got Steve, Shafie and Xcaliber calling me telling me to balik kampung all the time... also lots of complains from Steve's side ya.. aiyo.. me too la.. just don have the time and mood to complain too much nia..
alor Huey Ling arrr. ask ur parents see u got a twin sister here from CHina bo?? my room mate Kelly is just like U.. don like eat meat.. whenever she desires to eat someting, must go get it! if not she yap non stop at nite..she is also a chatterbox lke U.. hhahahhaaa.. height and face also almost alike wor.. how ar?? she also has very gila desire and obssessed on dieting.. aiyo.. tell u all, i sudah tak larat sama dia, day and nite yap bout diet.. so does this means that i can't run away fr u no matter where arrrr.. in pg got U, in UK got one like Ur version! hahhahaaa.. i'm looking for someone like Joa Ching, and then Steve or Max, but dont have many guys working in my place, only one very blur sotong! hahahhahaa.. cham lor.. me going to go nuts if i've got no one going to borrow their ears for me to complain! anyways, i'll be travelling again to london for a few days as there are lack of ppl working in other branch.... so me gonna get lost in UK again! well.. nothing interesting to update anyone.. just complaining abit here.. and tell u all how much i miss all of U in Malaysia.. sob sob sob...

room mate

2006-02-01T12:15:00.000-08:00

aiyooo.. wa ada room mate lorrr... her name is Kelly.. also one of the china gals. she is kinda like Huey Ling like tat! hahahahaaa... furthermore she chats non stop! aiyo.. Ling Ling arrrr.. u send ur twin sister to me ar?? funny thing is, she knows i can't really understand Chinese, but when she starts the engine ..... choot choot non stop in chinese.. me got lost again....
i finally found some 'gold fish' to go swimming with me.. the gals can drink like fish lor... scarry wor!
anyway.. chinese new year.. just working working lorrr... got one ang pow only! :(
how many did u guyz and gals manage to get ar??? got play firecrackers arrrr??? miss all the fun lor...
miss everyone so muchyyy... take good care

Cat Fight!!!!

2006-01-22T14:00:00.000-08:00

elo boys and gals, update time again
well, nothing much happening to me here, just got into a Cat Fight (Girls' Fight) @ work.. hahahhaha.. not with me lah... i'm the Manager there ma! got Power ley! well, basically there was an amount over in the cashier yesterday, so i took back all the paper work to confirm wat went wrong.. manage to find it after a pack of ciggy.. so i went to work today and told the gals wat went wrong and told them next time to b careful with calculation, and then it went BOOM... Ching and Helen were like having a bloody Cold War for a long...... time... I'm LOST ...again.. dono wat went wrong... so then CHing decided to approach me and talk to me.. and i finally know what went wrong... yesterday Helen did some calculation which went wrong.. when i asked about tis morning, Helen didnt tell me tat, and Ching tot i blamed her for it... after a whole lot of info fr Ching, i managed to get her into good mood again, BUT she is still not talking to Helen! and it went on until we went back! nice... hahahhaa.. anyways, there will be some pictures coming in ... good news for most of u blokes there.. coz the pictures are all the gals i'm working with.... get to choose who u wanna meet! wakakkakaka... till later!

Gong Xi Fa Chai

2006-01-20T10:11:00.000-08:00

Elo.... just a short msg to wish everyone Gong Xi Fa Chai.. those who are celebrating of coz.. those not.. happy holiday.... oi! Sungai Ara Casino got open ar?? dang! i cant go gamble with u guyz this year! hahahhahaa... do enjoy and have a blessing new year

i got out of Hell

2006-01-12T14:37:00.000-08:00

well, this may be boring to most of U lads coz i've been complaining about it since the day i started working. just created this to make lots of thing clear to some other ppl
one main reason i have had severe migraine, which sucks big time, i couldn't eat or sleep. have been pill popping for like several months and even hospitalized.. i wasn't having lots of fun yeah! amazingly since i've been here in UK, i've not taken even half of the 'prevention' pill. so U'd think i'm not stressed out?? well..like previous post, come here and find out... i was so y streesseeddd out today as we didn't even reach a hundred pounds today! we have a quota to meet which is about £1500 a day. and we sell stuffs from 25 pence (cents) to the most expensive of £500. which on weekly average, we never did sell a single thing cost more than £100 a day! so everyone's stressed out!

the BIggest reason is the Management of the company which didn't adhere to anything called 'Feedback' which was kinda 'heart broken' for most of the ppl in the team! who unfortunately some ppl termed us as Rebelious! fun huh?? NOw, something interesting pop up to my mind is that, i am stressed up when i'm working in Hell and here in UK. well, you can say maybe coz of diff environment, but the thing is i'm actually having lots of FUN working here! yes my responsibility is so much higher when i was working in Hell, but then the TEAM WORK and TEAM SPIRIT i got from my staff are so good, that they actually protested when they know Other Managers are coming to this branch. . . so think of it, it's the management and how U (all the L1 specialist) must actually ENJOY wat U are doing, have FUN with the WORK and TEAM.

well, i can't stay i have a prefect plan or made a good change by quiting D.ll as i find myself at the moment LOST, becoz i really don't know what i really want to do or interested in doing. all i know is that back in PG, i'm only stuck wit the TSS job all other company has to offer, which unfortunately i don't have any interst in anymore. BUT i did find something very important is that YOU REALLY NEED TO LOVE, ENJOY AND HAVE FUN DOING WHAT U DO.

sorry to have bored u guyz with this again! hahahahahaa.. but this is my life's lesson... just sharing

Lonely... i'm so lonely

2006-01-11T13:11:00.000-08:00

alor all my daring frenzss.. its so y bored here! no mamak stall! no anyone of U here to teman me! i'm always stuck in e room become a couch potato!

just watching TV all e time lor... so pls send me a copy of urselves here with me! hahahahahahaa
i'm doing good myself, doing the usual stuff here. not much chances of using the PC here, but will always check out and try to get one to update everyone... but not much of an update from others there at home eh?????? watz up???

UPDATE mE la!

A happy Banana Skin

2006-01-08T10:09:00.000-08:00

30th Dec - I'm kinda touched and happy with work here. the ppl who are working together with me here are - Helen, Chang, Yan and Ching.. as far as I know. Helen is my right hand, she helps me with alot of decision making and etc. it has been only 2 weeks working together with these China ppl, & they are fun and nice. We do have some communication prob as U know, i dont speak Mandarin very well, i'm most of the time 'lost' to what they are saying.
i spend alot of time talking to them, training them on our products, how to sell, how to display and most important of all is to communicate with each other and of coz Our BOSS. i have been hearing alot of stories of other Branch Managers and these s call them 'Scary ppl'. When i told them these other 'scary managers' will come back to this branch, they all got panic and started to 'ching ching chang chang' (speaking in mandarin) and started telling me off! hahahhaha... they want me! Me! as their Manager! no one else!! to my shocking surprise, they really like me, how i manage them & how much fun they r having, even tho we did badly for the day's sales, improving our display, trying their best to do lots of sales.. well then, come backs to think of it, I wasn't having fun working in 'Hell', Management was BAD, NO teamWork and.. well u all know la.. no nid to complain again! so... U think about it... specially when i hear ppl telling others that 'She cant take the pressure/stress/etc of Hell' ... yeah rite! i would ask U a big challenge! Come over here and work for a week! let's see who will survive...
1. staying in YMCA, shared bathroom and kitchen, no laundret!
2. No entertainment at nite, after 6pm onwards stuck in e room!
3. on Sundays, everywhere here is closed early.. dont even think of shopping!
4. work from 9 to 6, having a y damn Sales Quota to meet everyday, Be responsible for the 'Sales R the lowest amongst all other shops, Dono what the hell r u doing there! fooling around' and all the rubbish you can get fr the big boss...
5. no private internet for U, it's shared as well. and full of restrictions
6. the most challenging thing - Handling the business... in every single aspect = people, customer, product, pricing, display, quota to meet, stock keeping, money, blaa blaa
oh.. not to forget, the travelling i do, dragging all ur laugage along for the next few months, no permanent place to stay... anyone interested in this job??
and to my dear Tauke of UnionCafe.. count ur blessings my dear! its not that bad there! just Be Happy Always

2005-12-29T13:03:00.000-08:00

25th Dec
bored bored bored laaaa... my sis zzz like a pig.. dont want to go out
went out on my own, nearest place is Kesington Palace where Princess D lived, the whole London was like a ghost town, everything is closed and nothing to eat! F it again!!!!
but then the good news is that there is a gallery for the late Princess D in this palace until end of Feb only... so if U are a BIG fan of 'Our Beloved Princess Diana' do come quick!!!!!
i couldnt take my sis yapp yapp and complaining, so went back early after celebrate her birthday and xmas
the Taxi driver cant find my apart, and we got pretty lost, i could bare the charges anymore so i just asked him to stop anywhere.. AGAIN.. i got LOST Episode ...dono wat number liao...walked around in circles for almost 4 hrs in the y freezing coldness... and no one knows where i live as well.. the apartment is called Marble House.... even my neighbours dono wat tis aprt is called
so i took another taxi and called my uncle to give him guidelines... guess how much i spent on taxi alone?...... RM350.00

26th Dec
bored again.. nothing to do, most of the shops are closed as well.. i needed to get used to the area so i went out walking to look for the Tube Stations and get to know the busess...
yeah yeah.. U are laughing again yeah... i got lost for almost 5 hrs.. just walking around with a couple of bottles of birs... hahahhaha

27th Dec
work in Wimbledon, nothing special.. just alot of mat salleh around..saw a few chinese and jap hunks and cuties! but then :'( they R customers la! how i wish working together...droolllinnnggg
oh yeah.. for the BOYS.. there is a cutie Chinese gal name SHE.. very young also..but then when she open her mouth.. feeeli feeleh feeli feeeleh like mat salleh.. how?? interested?? went to dinner with my uncle and a korean gal.. went to a Korean rest as well.. and the waitress... hmmm leng lui lorr...

28th dec
nothing special la.. wat else wor.. work and go home.. on the way home LOST Episode.. arrrrr???

29th Dec
worst F*ed day! walked to station, said no trains, ask me goto another station, same case. took several busses and got myself more LOST Episode...hmm??... called my uncle... and .. of coz la :@()*&^%$£ wat else..
Today i live in GUilford (somewhere near Porthsmouth) staying in a low budget hotel, but it's very good compared to our low budget hotels. i'll be staying here for another few weeks until everything is done

My work holiday is pretty challenging especially with my Uncle's temper. But then again its soo much better than in HELL. altho the pressure and stress is like twice working in HELL, the excitement, movements and people i meet makes it better and easier for me. I'm here as one of the Branch Manager, handling people, stocks, sales, decorations, everything lorr.. PSPH lorr..